this story. it all started with $22.

GOOD
i found $22 so my friend suggested me to try all on TOTO. initial plan was to donate it to the charity since it wasnt my money. but because of greed, i listened to my friend hoping to win the 1st prize $3million. $3000000. 6 zeros ah.

GOOD
lost the bet. on the next day went to eat kkm in the wee hours. 3am when i heard a shout. caught a guy whom ran off without paying the cab fare. so i thought it might have been a lesson god taught me.

BAD
then the next day. went to jb. was in a jam. so cut cars here and there. and while i was cutting, one crazy fucking indian fellow on a cup bang me. heard a loud crack sound but i touch my tail so i thought nth much happen, went home to check, light casing crack and tail very loose. now use cable tie secure.

BAD
following day went to polyclinic to get MC. after getting 2 days of mc and i got off the phone. bird shit on my shirt sleeve. suay or what.

BAD
went to town and i was in a turning lane. the car on my right was supposed to turn as well but i dont know why the fuck he went straight while i was turning right. thankfully everything was in slow speed so he missed me by like 0.0000001 millimeter. 1st time i feel so close with a car. like wtf. i was turning and if he accelerate faster a bit, i think i can fly already. not the right way to show me your love la.


about 1 more month and 2 weeks. can start to clear off and leave. hoo~ what lies ahead me.


i wanted to buy a NOLAN fullface helmet but due to the stupid indian fellow. i have to fix my tail first before proceeding with the nolan.

I believe army is a place for ppl to bond. Know your true friends. Sadly I think I can count the amt of ppl I deem 'steady' with one hand. 5 fingers. Pathetic.

I never really liked my battery cause of the ppl inside. I myself am quite soft spoken and easily get convinced and 'carrot'. Recently this fucking one week while clearing my off, I can still get arrow from camp. Power or not my battery/platoon?

Doing guard, no one like. Person planning even more stress. Whenever really no choice no one want do, I do. Never talk back just do. This week while I on off, everyone chose guard slots. Left labour day public holiday no choice I do since I fight back also lose cause my other friends took other day guards. Plus i wasnt in camp lose out even more. Minimum is one guard per month according to above.

So I steady la. just accept diam diam like dog. Now lagi best. Friday i did guard, sat then book out. Ok la can relax a bit cause Monday off for whole battalion. Last minute tell me I need go back camp for the spec course. Need 2 specs and so heng I tio ballot out of 10 ppl. Not thinkin they foul play. Let me give them this little piece of trust. Labour day I doing guard. The person in charge of guard put my name for ballot. Won't feel pai seh meh? Ballot for this. Y not ballot for guard duty on a public holiday? Good Friday was a public holiday. I volunteer do office duty. Burn my 2 days of public holiday for ns within a month. This is what I get.


I don't know la but I steady. do shit u all come poke me from behind. On off still throw me what flag party parade shit I ok. But today I really cannot take it.

Go overseas exercise I tio 7 extra for my man cause I spec n my sergeant major always kill spec first. My friend also supposed to do 7 extra including sat n sun. But I never go sabo him although I Sian la. So I ok, friend steady la help to cover backside in army.


And now all the stupid shit that happen plus the past shit. I give up on my ppl here. I willing to do but u all step on my head. If small things u all also not steady, I don't know how small your balls will get when we fight war. And I definitely won't wish to be fighting alongside with selfish fucks like you guys...

Within one week, guard on labour day. Flag party for parade. Need go back camp as AI on battalion off day. Tell me la. fair or not fuck this shit...

Long time since I posted. Life sian. Ns made it even worse. 14 extra in May to do. Not really going out cause I need save money.


Can't get to sleep. Took my 2.4km last week lol. 11:10. How to get gold by end of June.

So many things to say about ns but zzzzz. Shall just wait for ord. in short, 2 years is really a lot for a country like ours. So competitive. While we rot and get dumber in army, others get to see the real world, know how it is like and learn to cope with the job stress.

While we let Our brains switch off and still assume the world out there is something we can all get adjusted to in minutes. I feel this way because I went to bbdc the other day and felt so lost from the outside world.

Sleeping time ~

back from ex bk. 

not a bad experience.

showered using a big tub of water
slept on a hammock. very shiok
had their 'freeze'. a drink similar to slurpee without all the artificial flavouring
experienced what it is like to be sleeping in an oven
saw weird insects and supersize grasshopper etc
got on thai airways
rnr was escorted by mp/tp. cool~
9 days of outfield got us smelly
weather was cold when we woke up in the morning. there was a night close to 22 degrees celsius. i guess so?


now back to singapore. thankfully 3 days of given off for our battery. GOOD~

maybe getting 7 extra. no good~

spoke to my aunts and all. a degree. study first. was what they wanted. i also want. $$ isnt the problem since my mum will be borrowing from them i guess. sian.  they offered to lend i guess. 

even if i go into a full time study. the course im looking at doesnt have a full time one. checking out SIM this sat. 

Going to exercise bk on Monday. What worries me most is the weather. Even single degree can either be heaven or hell for me. Can't imagine how I'll die there. Hopefully the days will go by quickly.

Coming back on 1st march. Emo day will only start when my 9 days outfield begins. At least I get to be away from camp. Zzz thing is, got signed extra again. So will serve it in mid march I guess............

Plans after ord? Work study? Going to have a talk with my parents before I decide. Uni fees is a problem. Wanting to get class 2 is another problem. Well ns sucks big time.

I often see how ppl reminiscence on their past army days. On how much they learn what they go thru and stuffs. You can probably publish a book on that. But I would like to throw back one question at them.

" if ns really taught you so many things, why not just sign on? "

Enough of the shit I had from my sergeant major cause he is an arse. My mindset now is sign extra then sign. After all what I do has a reason. What you do has a reason as well. If you can't see my point then just sign me.

Spec life is okay, but not when your superior is seriously fucked up.



Thailand here I come.

First time blogging using iPhone, serving extra really no joke when its burning your sat morning. Life sucks for now because of so many stupid rules. APC jeans yet to arrive, hopefully it will be On my table when I reach home tomorrow

Got some t shirt from asos, S size. Got a feeling it will be tight for me siao Liao.

Other than that, CNY is coming but there's nth much to look forward actually. NS really screw things up.

21st birthday was in scs doing metador firing followed by dinner with my dad only

22nd birthday in weeks time, will be in Thailand, some remote camp/forest either lazing around or having outfield.

Sian to the max. I need a Phuket trip with my army friends and a welcome back to taiwan~ trip for this year.

its fast. end of yr 2011 soon.

soon most of my friends will ord in 5-6months time. may/june. sian. thinking of that, i still have 9 more months. which is close to a year.

ahh sibei sian. shall just take it as giving me more time to decide on what i wanna do when i ord. still, i will be interested in maritime jobs. i think the prospects are good and it wont be a dull 8-5 job. the environment should be better as well. still, need to talk to ppl in that line before commenting more.

other than that, xmas is coming.

last month for the year. batam trip was alright. nth special.

on a tight budget for this month.

combat shoot on tue
battery cohesion at some army museum sian on wed
battery off on thus
battalion cohesion @ uss on fri
guard on this sat
jb on mon
leave on next thurs n fri


its going to be such an eventful week. only thing that sucks is doing guard on sat. regimental duties zzzzzzzz

having my ippt tml. its the first time im worried about my ippt. i agar agar know my fitness level and now im at my weakest form. since the trip, i havent been exercising in a long time. it has been abt 2 weeks.


battery politics more and more sian. can feel the sandwich effect as a spec. thankfully im voted as the man's fav spec hoo~ i guess its because im very man-mood like them, so i can understand how they feel.

whatever the case. im flying to bk next yr. in late jan - early feb. hopefully its after cny. invincible youth 2. saw the cast but dont really know them. hopefully it will be as good as the original.


back to camp.

so many things happened while i was away from camp.

taiwan was fun. 3 words to sum up the whole trip. like a king~

pics can refer to fb.

currently life is so zz. thinking of the remaining 10 months. still a long way to go. and things really suck when your sergeant major is fucking zzz.

he makes us(specs) do all the dirty job. making the man dislike most of the specs already. but thankfully im still united with the man.

getting sandwich really no joke. being a spec in my battery is not worth the pay la. the whole battery is not united. the few specs are acting like an ass. just take away my rank and let me be a man. who the f cares about pride when its not something we depend on to live, eat or breathe in.

all these turmoil becoz of 1 guy. my sergeant major. and im just the unlucky one to be under him. sucks to be in ns ah~